my LIFE...my EVERYTHING

Monday 9 April 2012

Abnormal is no fun.

I just wanted to be normal.

Be in someplace is could fit in. Not a burden to them. :(

Family? Parents? Kids?

What's your definition of the word FAMILY?

Mother, father, brother, sister..

Well, for me family is -

A guy have sex with a women and they get a baby, they get married. the guy went to work to support this "family" the women stays at home taking care the child.

I don't get it, why parents like to damage their child? BECAUSE OF YOUR SELFISHNESS YOU RUINED YOUR CHILDREN'S WHOLE LIFE!
they can never be complete. yes, they smile, they're happy, they're still alive. But trust me, they're already different. Behind their smile, is the tears you so called parents can never see.

You choose to betray your partner, meanwhile do you think of your child? NO!! you people are selfish! You get your own happiness for few years and you ruined a child's whole life. You leave them because of a bitch, because of sex~ that freaking few seconds of excitement leads you to ruined your love with your partner, your family, your child. like seriously, go to hell.

and the funny part is you still don't think you're wrong, you still expect your child to treat you like how good you treat them. :(

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how can they still trust in love after all you done? How can they still smile like a normal kid when they're hurt so badly? How can they be happy when they see their parents? what will they think when they looking at other family are happily together?

You people never think about your children. Ohh you did, what you think is the best for them. but did you ever think in their point of view? We did tried to think of why on earth daddy/ mummy wanna do this to us. we tried to think if we're you. but do you parents ever did?

Monday 13 February 2012

My love one

‎2 person i can't live without. They're like me everything. They're the only one who understand me, know who am i, the one i can be myself, always be with me when i need somebody, a shoulder for me to cry on, a place for me to hide when i get hurt, a hug for me when i feel insecure, a word that can brighten up my day, a smile when i'm sad, a person who need me as much as i need them. They let me feel that i truely belong to somewhere on this earth, not even my family could give me this feeling.. I feel like a complete person when i'm with them, a girl that called Magdalene. Season, Anthony. i wanna thank you both of you for walking into my life, without you two, i have no idea what am I doing right now..You both changed me, changed me to become a better person.. I wanted to let you know that, I'll always be there when you need me like you be there for me... I don't wanna lose both of you, i can't bear another person to walk out my life like the others did. Please, stay with me.. I know someday, after SPM we'll go somewhere else, we'll broke up. but, remember... Mag is always always love you... I love you both. You're the best damn thing in my life... BFFFFFFFFFFFFF forever... ♥ Once again, thanks for everything. :)

I thanks God for having such a wonderful person in my life. <3

-Anthony Lim -

-Season Ho-

We're like a perfect couple.

like 1 soul in 2 bodies.

Yeah, we're CAMWHORE. we took lots of picha..
cause there's memory, there's something to laugh at when we grow older.

Me + You = LOVE

I wanna officially introduce this guy to everyone on this earth- He's my SPECIAL FRIEND. We're soo BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

This dude - Anthony Lim Kean Aun.

My baby. I love him so much..

He's someone reeeaallly special in my life. I feel love. But this feeling is sooo true. It's like you holding something, so solid? so real~ Gosh, i have no idea how so describe this feeling..
He love me for what I am, someone called Magdalene, no pretending, no dramas, no faking.. I can tell everything to him, the first 2 person i wanted to share my happiness.. Be by my side through ups and down, never leave me alone when I need someone.

He comfort me when I'm sad, worry bout me when I'm sick, talk to me when I'm scared, hold my hands when I feel insecure, telling he love me when nobody else did, smiling crazily with me, do crazy stuff with me, being such a sakai together with me, most of all.. he accept and love me for who am I. Ain't like other guys, he doesn't want me to do something i don't like just to make him pleasure. LOL,..This may be something normal when others read this, but doing this is not a simple thing.

Baby, you're like air to me, I can't stop loving you. It'll literally kill me slowly for not talking to you, not seeing your sakai face. I promise, there's no such thing as call secret between us. Yeah, i do lie.. everytime i say I'm fine, i'm totally not fine, and you know about it. When i ask you go shut up, please don't shut up. Don't stop saying "i love you" to me, When i ask you to go away, please don't go away, i need you to stay with me. You're the reason i keep smiling in the morning although i hurt like hell in the night, you're the reason I can be strong infront others, infront my brothers. Baby, you and Season are my everything. YES, EVERYTHING baby. Some people walked out my life, and it hurt me so much. Please, don't walk out my life like they did. There's someone who's still here, but constantly hurting me & my loves one. I need you to be strong, to face him. Baby, I love you so much. Thanks for everything. I thank God for giving me You, giving a chance to love you, someone who love me as much as I love him. Thanks for being mine sakaii.. :)

The cutest face ever, someone i wanted so badly, someone i wanted to meet everyday, someone i wanted to talk to every single minute. Someone who i can't lose.

Please, Don't ask me to choose either Season or Anthony. I can't live without both of them. I feel incomplete without anyone of them.

SEASON HO SUK TENG - my girl, dear. I'll always be your "man" be there anytime you need me. :D

we know each other since standard 1 (2002), although we ain't really close that time. But i wanted to thank you for changing me, you changed me into a better person. I was a super hot tempered person, and you still willing to be with me when everyone is running away from me. You willing to help me when everyone is laughing at me, you willing to love me when everyone hates me. and it's not for a short time, it's like 1 year or 2 year. Dear, you're so awesome, nobody else can do this, even my parents too fed up with me. i have no idea how much i owe you, how could i ever pay back in this lifetime. Be my bestie, my lesbo, my dear forever okay baby? I couldn't bear someone like you to leave me. I love you, love you with all my heart. I'm not a perfect person. If i ever hurt you, I'm sooo sorry. Please say it out if there's problem between us, no lies, no secret okay? :) Thanks for walking into my life, you coloured my world, my world is black and white before you. Thanks for being there when nobody else did. <3

Magdalene <3

Tuesday 31 January 2012

Hi.

Hi, the only reason I update this damn blog is cause I don't want it to look like a dead BLOG....

.....

OK, it's is DEAD..

HEY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD.. I WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS 2 SAKAI IS MOST AWESOME & MOST SIAL PERSON IN MY LIFEEE!

SSSSeason

BANTHONY..opps, i mean ANTHONY

YOU GUYS ARE FREAKING MY LOVE, I LOVE YOU GUYS AS MUCH AS I LOVE TO LAUGH~

CAN'T GO A DAY WITHOUT IT!

k DAH FINISH SAKAI-ING AND MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD NOWWW... GOODNIGHT GORGEOUS PEOPLE... <3

Saturday 24 September 2011

P A R T Y !

A short post bout my relative's wedding dinner 1st...

16-9-2011

Last minute shopping that day...Went wit JoJo, Jia Xin ,Wern n Xin's bro....
Thanks to Wern who accompany me the whole journey...heee....n She brought me a shawl..

那个披肩我不舍得买~~but很喜欢...

hehe..wern 看到我将爱的样子就说送我。。嘻嘻。。超开心的..<3 ILOVEYOU...xDD

N i bought a mascara n a lip balm from Etude house..

then we go for The Body Shop for my lip balm( again)...xDD
after that..when we walked out...there's something like a table wit their promotion things like this..

N i saw a sticker wrote RM3...

then i think: WHOA....THE BODY SHOP GOT SOMETHING THIS CHEAP?!!?!

i thought that's some small pack of body lotion or what..when i wanna walk near it n take it...

i saw: RM3 Strawberry CONDOM....

LOL....then me n wern laughed out at the same time...hahaha....

that was freaking funny...xD

n i bough a bag too...

these r the picha of my look that day...

<<my bag~

<< my dress~

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Saturday 17-9-2011

today gonna celebrate Jia Xin n JoJo's birthday in K box..

woohooooooo....gonna high again!! xDD

but..unfortunately...Jia xin cannot come...TT

Babe, u missed all the fun man...

Friends who attend the party : Season Ho, Aki, Venus, Wern, Lun, Soo Serph, Melissa,Soh + Feong (who pay n sit there for few minutes n went for tuition...) n n n ...babe i din forget you...THE BIRTHDAY GIRL ---JOJO...xD

okay..i admit it..i was TOTALLY HIGH that day...

n i was shouting not singing>__<

forgive my crazyness...hahahha...

N N N...we surprised JoJo wit cake when she's going to sing JJ Lin's song...

hehehhe...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE JOJO N JIA XIN!

iloveyouuuu..^^

before we go back me n my dear helped lun to make up..xDD

hope he like it! ^__^

these are the picha we took that day...